Visiting Brody in the NICU

I couldn't wait to get into the NICU to see Brody. My first attempt was the next morning after the delivery. I was feeling great and thought I was going to be able to do it. I got up out of bed and headed for the door. I only made it to the bathroom before I started feeling dizzy and like I was going to be sick. Sure enough I couldn't go any further. I got sick, felt horrible and had to get back in bed. A few hours later I wanted to try again. I got up felt a little dizy but wanted to try anyway. Once again I got to the door and ended up getting sick again. I actually felt better after I got sick so I kept going. I was on a mission to see my baby. I wanted to touch him and kiss him and talk to him. When I first got into the NICU I was a little nervous. He was covered in tubes and wires. His IV had leaked blood all over the place and they were cleaning him up. Not exactly what I wanted to see BUT once they were done he looked a lot better.